And I Miss You

by Caneel
(Maine)

We moved up here
And things were so perfect
You were so in love
And you still are

It's still your house
And we're still here
And I still don't understand...

Why are you always gone?
Why do you leave?
Why are you so mean
And still say you love me?

It doesn't seem like it

You say
You are still mad at me, veryveryvery mad
But you still love me

Why?

You used to be so happy
And cheerful
And take us out for treats
And cuddle us every day

Now

It seems you have better things to do
We take up your time
You yell at Mommy most every day
And tell me my thoughts are wrong

Why can't things be the way they were?
I miss you-the real you