Birthday

by Anonymous
(Germany)

I open my Facebook
See you online
I really, really miss you
And want to chat with you
To read those sweet sentences
you write to me

But I can’t
I am afraid of losing you

Last time
When we chat
There was a misunderstanding
between us
You got serious
You got angry

Today is your birthday, again
I remember it
But I can’t say to you
Happy birthday
I am scared
You may get serious again
You may get angry again

Last time
When I told you, happy birthday
You got serious
You got angry
I don’t know why

Still, I keep your chat
Those harsh words
You write me
Instead of sweet thoughts

It is your birthday, today
I read them again
I imagine, how you were angry
But still
I don’t know, why
Why, you got angry