Die to Forget, Forget to Die

by I'm Fine
(Between Life and Death)

I just want to forget 
Leave this place forever and always
Peace is so hard to get
In my heart forever this knife stays
My soul just wants to leave
This body that cannot stop hurting
I'm trying to believe
There is a way through this suffering
But I cannot see it
It's well hidden behind crimson tears
My mind cannot just fit 
In this world everything calls my fears
Just let me move on now
I can't stay my pain won't fade away
Can't save me don't ask how
My tortured mind begs me not to stay
I'll be gone soon enough 
No one will even care or miss me
The end won't be as tough
My soul from this pain will be set free