Final Goodbye

by Reuben S Van Beek
(Perth, WA, Australia )

Confusion and chaos follow my step,
Followed by madness and then some regret,
Where ever I go destruction then follows,
Misery and hate has now made me hollow,

I cause only pain and destroy all the light,
Empty and grey I'm an abominable blight,
Causing grief at an unstoppable pace,
I finally see I'm a giant disgrace,

Sitting in my corner and crying by myself,
I should stop seeing people and hurting everyone else,
I can't stop, I won't stop, I know that fact that now,
I need to say goodbye but I just don't know how,

A husk without life, devouring the worlds joy,
My smiling face and heart just a decoy,
A cobble stone path is what I now find,
Each stone is a person, I've hurt at some time,

Alone and hazardous my path is now clear,
I need to cut contact and just disappear,
When I am gone the chaos will stop,
This destructive person you will have forgot,

This existence is worthless, this life is a lie,
It's time for me to go and just say goodbye,
I'm a disease ridden creature of the darkest night,
I'm loosing this battle, I'm loosing this fight,

My final last call, my last spoken sigh,
It's time for me now to lay down and die,
When I am gone the chaos will stop,
This destructive person you will have forgot,