If You Knew

by Jessica
(Corthander)

IF only you knew the pain I was going through
But you keep laughing
and miss me passing

But I try to do my best
to try and looked impressed

In my bed I toss and turn
My heart is ready to burn

But after a while,
I can put on a smile
and act like everything is OK
Acting like a sunshine's ray

My heart is shattered
Like a glass platter
pieces everywhere
none can be repaired

Try as I might
From day to night
I cannot rid of the shadow inside
I think my soul has died.

If only you knew what pain I was going through