Losing control

by Gathor
(Ohio, united states)

And there I stood in the center of the storm, my life was a hurricane raging around me.
How could such calmness lie within such disaster?
And then I'm the blink of an eye the scene changed and I became the hurricane, destroying my own life and everyone around me.
What it my fault or was it fate?
The lines became blurred as I struggle to understand if I am the cause of my own misfortune or if I was just a product of disaster.
Will I ever know peace? God I hope so