Please Help Me!

Please Help Me!
Please help me. I feel like I’m lost in in a thick black fog. I can hear my friends and family calling my name. But I can’t find my way to them. I can feel them trying to reach me. Sometimes they are so close but they still can’t fully reach me. Sometimes I hurt myself so I can feel the pain since all I feel on the inside is pain. Then (most of the time) my family is saying I’m worthless, a disgrace, a failure, and hurts me (mental and physically). But my friends are always there trying to pull me through.