Sorry Seems to Be The Hardest Word

by Anonymous
(Sydney)

I wish there was more than one simple word
To show you the guilt my heart feels about you.
My insides are crying out
My heart is shattering apart
Want to know the worse part?
I don't want to stop.

Am I a bad person?
No I refuse to think of myself as one
But I am complete and an utter f#!k up.

Walk away..
After 4 yrs
Walk away and dont turn back
Otherwise your biggest mistake
Was loving me from day one.

I won't say sorry
It's too hard for a word
Because I won't stop.
But I do ache knowing
How this will ....or is affecting you
Please..move on