Thoughts about my life

by Shanice A. Rodriguez
(Queens, NY)

Up through the night
Just thinking about life
About my life
Why nothing seems to go right
But always goes wrong
I guess things happen for a reason
But what are those reasons?
I want to know why my life is the way it is?
What am I here for?
What's my reason to be on earth?
Someone please tell me
So I can stop searching for reasons why...
I screw my life up all the time
By making the wrong decisions
And not the right ones
I do before I think
Why do I do that?
I really need to sit back and think this through
I guess i`ll start leaving everything in God's hands
And ask him to walk me through
Cause I know through him
He`s the only guy with all the answers to my questions