unruly

by aaron johannsen age 13
(like i am going to give that away )

Life is unruly desperation filling every inch of my mind.
I sit in pain,
I feel safe
alone
happy
but yet I am not sure.
people try to help
when I never call out
what if I like it this way
who are you to take this away from me
let me be
alone but not for ever.